i've finally met the girl of my dreams and the sucky part is i can't be with her. i dream of her i think of her i find myself drawing pics of the two of us together and sometimes just her. i can't get this girl off my mind and its making me literally physically sick that i can't be with her. my body is slowly becoming weaker and i can feel it. we went to the doctor and they said nothing is wrong so any disease is out of the question. and thats not to say its something else but i truly think its this. and as i sit here writting this i want to be with her at this moment. i feel so in love but helpless to embrace that love at the moment and its driving me crazy! and to those who know who i'm talking about this is how i truly feel and this is what i'm going through on my end.